Posted 2 years ago Comments

As of late, what seems antiquated and passé, has in fact become so refreshing and exciting to me. in my youth, and even still, from time to time, the gleaming possibilities of change and the efforts put towards achieving that, consumes my mind and attention. but, could it be that that time is wearing thin?

could it be that i am no longer fixated with the flashing fleetness of things that are overwrought with nothing but pretentiousness and sensationalism?

ahhh, perhaps at this age, i have finally mastered the skill at unearthing venerable treasures! so, in my eyes, perhaps i have finally discovered the value of the rarities; though seeminly by-gone, they are indeed monumental!

when children and others fix their gaze on what is new and fresh, i have aged gracefully to be comfortable in my own skin and in my own element to seek and find pleasure in what is concealed and recondite.

by choice, i choose the minority, i choose the underdog, i choose the uncommon, i choose whatever is different from the masses. i love perceiving the imperceivable. i love leading a non-noisy life. less entropy please. hahaha.

i guess it is all a part of growing up, moving on with life, growing old gracefully with much sense and sensibility, and settling down.

i wonder, just out of curiosity, what is next, what is ahead, what shall i fall into?

-fall quarter 2009. the beginning of the FALL.

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